My Awkward Life

So, about a month ago, I came out to my fiancée that I am transgender. Or at least I feel that way. I honestly just feel like a freak right now. I don’t even know. I used to identify as transgender about 10 years ago and realized how little (I guess) support I had. It wasn’t necessarily lack of support, it was that everyone thought I was too young to make that decision. Then I thought about it and realized half of my family would disown me and that terrified me. Now, I really don’t care because 

Today is actually 11.2.21 and I’m about to post a new post, but this was in my drafts too, so I thought I might as well post it.