My Awkward Life

Today is my cousin’s birthday and we’re taking him to see the new Super Mario Bros movie.

Lately, I’ve been having a lot of trouble with my ADHD. It seems like every day it gets worse and worse. I can’t even concentrate on my own tasks that I’m trying to do let alone any other ones people try to give me.

I’ve recently become aware of how crippling my anxiety and depression has been and I think it’s because I’ve allowed myself to become so invested in saving other people at the risk of sacrificing my own mental health and well being. I’ve been trying to slowly weed out stressors and I’ve been feeling a little lighter. I’ve also neglected a lot of my responsibilities and put a lot of things on the back burner. One very noticeable thing about getting older is that time moves very quickly and these tasks can pile up into one big mess if you let them.

7.25.23

Just publishing an old draft again.